Time to change things a little and gear up to the next level in life.
Recently, 1 week ago, disaster occurs in my life, it slams right in front of my face and all I can feel is numb at that moment.. How would you feel & react when you hear the words and seen the action that are harsh, cold, mean, cruel from someone you thought who’d really loved you for you? Yeah, that’s what happened to me.. The thing is, I can’t believe a person, a human being, would letting it go so easily because of stupid and ‘un-logical’ reasons..because it was hard to accept that person at first for what he did..this is the 2nd time and he still doesn’t learn.. I guess, he is not a human after all because he DOESN”T HAVE A HUMAN HEART! I do love him, but once I finally realize so much about him..gosh how much I’m SICK of him now!.. Up to the point where actually, I HATE HIM. I felt like throwing up if I saw his actions and pictures. FAKE! such a FAKE PERSON! For all the things I’ve done to make you happy in the way that I can which part that is necessary (example: not controlling you cause you deserve your freedom, even me in a relationship) and still say that I’m not good enough?! B*******! GO TO HELL!!! KID! JERK!
Somehow, I see and observe people around me..their personality and behavior.. Makes me think and feel that I don’t belong in that kinda group or society..(what ever it is called cause I can’t think of any words right now..haha)
Well, I know one day I will feel like I belong somewhere..out there.. Yeah, but right now I feel sorta lost, not critically lost..but a lil’ lost in finding the place where I belong..
Paul Villinski - birds and butterflies
These butterflies are made of cans.
(via cellyjelly)